It's a real beauty, as jam jars go, with it's embossed label along the rim and it's handsome gingham lid.
I, who am so strong, against material goods and advertising, can be sucked right in by a jar of jam and the possibilities of it when empty.
I have been this way for as long as I can remember.
An imaginer of potential.
My grandmother was that way, only not as tidy, which I suspect is what made both my mother and her sister something of minimalists.
As a child I was horrified by my mother's lack of sentimentality, these days, as she fills our house with doodads and sundry objects, I see that she probably simply lacked the time and money to accumulate a lot.
I thought about throwing it straight away, into the trash.
Be done with it!
Out of sight, out of mind, type deal, but it's sitting in my sink, soaking.
"You're growing up."
I heard my Grandma Betty's voice in my head congratulating my feeble attempt to be less of a pack-rat.
I'm growing up, but slowly.